12.04.2015

telling taylor he's going to be a daddy!

I had decided to take my first pregnancy test Saturday morning, October 3.
It would be six days before my missed period.
But, I just couldn't wait!
I bought an early detector test and crossed my fingers it would work for me.

I didn't realize until we started trying how much I wanted a little baby of our own.
The days leading up to the test were the WORST.
I was looking for any possible symptom, and was constantly googling "earliest pregnancy symptoms"
I swear I googled that like 3 times a day hoping for new answers. hahah
I was desperate for any sign!

Friday night, I could hardly sleep!
I was soooo anxious.
I kept telling myself, "there's no way I can fail the test...I've NEVER failed a test. taking tests is the one thing I'm actually really good at!" hahah

I decided not to tell Taylor I was taking the test.
He thought I was waiting to take one the following tuesday.
After tossing and turning ALL night, I finally woke up at 6:30 in the morning and decided to take the test!
Waiting those 3 minutes...HOLY COW hahahah there's nothing like it.
I went into the bathroom and at first, my heart sunk.
there wasn't a second line.
but when I picked it up, I saw the faintest FAINTEST hint of a line.
like hardly visible.
I instantly got on my phone and started googling, "What does a faint line mean!?"
almost every answer was "if there is ANY hint of a second line, you're pregnant!"
but I still wasn't convinced.
So I ran to wal-mart and bought a digital test.
Taking the second test was even worse.
There was a big part of me that was believing I was pregnant.
But what if the second test said negative!?
what would that mean??

I took the second test (taylor was still asleep), and THOSE three minutes were even worse than the first.
I finally went in and looked--sooo hesitantly.
I like crawled into the bathroom to look. hahah
I did NOT realize how much I wanted this baby until that morning!
when I saw that it said "PREGNANT," I literally slumped against the wall and balled like a little baby.
I was sooo grateful!
It was one of the neatest moments between me, my heavenly father, and my new little baby inside of me!

A couple of weeks before, I had asked Taylor if he wanted to make a "breakfast video."
I told him I just had a cute idea and wanted to make one in our new kitchen.
He agreed, and never had a second thought about it.
LITTLE DID HE KNOW, I had this whole idea planned FOREVER. hahah

I let him sleep for awhile longer, and I went for a run with the little secret that was just mine and baby's.
I couldn't stop smiling and crying during that whole run.
there's really no way to explain that feeling!
^a little picture of the happiest little run of my life!!^

I was DYING to tell taylor but I wanted him to sleep in and enjoy his last few hours of his stress-free life. hahah
so when he woke up, I asked him if he wanted to do that breakfast video.
he agreed (whew!).
making breakfast that morning with him right there, trying to keep such a big secret, was the hardest thing EVER. 

so here is the little video of me telling taylor ;)
p.s. it took him FOREVER to drink the orange juice! 
Every time I drank from my cup, I was saying, "mmmm, babe, this orange juice is soooo good. you should drink some more!!" hahah
enjoy!!
more baby stories to come!
(now that I can finally tell them!!)
xoxo

17 comments:

  1. Such a precious idea! You'll always be so glad you have this awesome video to show your child!

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  2. HAHAH I love when you sneakily look at the camera. So cute. Congrats! So many tears hahah

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  3. Aww this was so cute!!! Congrats!

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  4. This is heart melting! Brings back such fun memories--I just had my first baby, but remember telling my husband like it was yesterday! Oh, it's just the best!

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  5. Stopping by from Little Misadventures' blog roundup - this is the cutest pregnancy announcement!!!! Adorable. :) :) :)

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  6. Hahaha oh my goodness I love that he just started dumping out the orange juice everywhere hahaha! So great :)

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  7. Oh this is so cute!! Congrats! Pregnancy is a wild ride!

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  8. I just balled like the biggest baby ever!! So freakin sweet!! Congrats again sweet girl :)

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  9. "I'm so excited, I'm gonna throw up." hahaha! the best

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  10. hahah this is the cutest/funniest video ever!! Ha i love you eyeing him every time he picked up the orange juice haha. i'm 17 weeks pregnant so i'm currently obsessed with other pregnant mamas. congrats!!!

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  11. Aww man, I just love this - it is amazing! Such a raw and real moment... You two are the cutest!
    And the orange juice being chucked on the counter... haha!
    x

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  12. This is so adorable, I cried watching it! You did a great job with the videography too!

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  13. Congratulations Kel!!! That's so sweet (; I actually sent you a DM on instagram, could you check it out ? Hope you have an awesome new year!!

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  15. Hi again!! How are you feeling? I'm so sorry i messaged you a little bit too late :( It would have been great to have you on the video!!
    The video came out on the first and you can find it from here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxBR7OaP9xg
    What do you think about the video? Would you be interested in collabing later this year? We have plans for Valentine's day and in May there will be a motherhood themed video. And in June a fatherhood vid :) Our email is milliandabe@gmail.com if you want to reach out <3 Have a great week!

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